But my friends phone calls are so hard to reject because what if they need my help?
What's up my sleeves, I shall not reveal till the end of this "mission". But hey, I tried and I will definitely do better tomorrow! I'm excited for tmr already! Stay tune I think I will blog daily of my progress.
I mean stay tune if you're reading because girl, you're not suppose to be here.
"Led by a beating heart."
Just a random thought, as I was jogging today.
Jogging make me realize the three most difficult phase of anything is the start, the middle and the end, The start, as it is very difficult to motivate yourself to start the ball rolling, but once you get it started, the momentum kicks in and everything is easier. The middle as you might just get distracted or find it too tough, hence giving up. That's when discipline kicks in. , I realize how important is discipline, discipline your action and discipline your thoughts. The last part is the part where you're so near your goal, hence you just slacken, and the whole journey will be wasted. Don't stop running till you reach your goals.
Jogging also taught me about moving on. Keep running, keep moving forward. When we are just a few meters away from the starting point, there's a choice. Whether we want to U-turn as the journey is going to be tough, it'll be easier to go back, or go ahead and experience the toughness but have a sense of achievement in the end. However, if we don't think about it and keep running, you'll finally be too far from the start to go back, and that's when the only choice is to move on to the next destiny of our life. That's when we can finally, stop dwelling on the past. No matter how much it hurts, just keep walking. One day, you'll be too far for me to come back for. And that day, I will move on.
You just need to start trying, and maybe, just maybe, everything will change? Just a random though ah.
Suppose to be in bed by 11.30pm. it's 1.42am now. wow. Tmr will be a good day, swear.
